SERIOUSLY

I wanted to go for a long drive. But then noticed that the tank was almost empty. So I ended up parking the car and just sat in the car for an hour. It was actually quite nice.

The first half of 2013 was great. Awesome actually.

But the latter half of 2013 has been a little bit...what I might call... shite. 

To top it off I have gained 5kg. 

It's great. 

It's great in the sense that it sucks.

I don't even know what that means.

It's okay to feel sucky sometimes.

Just suck it up and move on. 

(I actually literally need to suck up my breath because it seems as though all of the extra 5kg has decided to take residence on my tummy, resulting in an extrusion around my middle area. It's really inconvenient in many ways.)

If I were a company and had shareholders, they would be pretty angry at how I am managing my life right now.

The shareholders would say, "hey what's going on? We don't like the decisions you're making. Where do you see this company heading in the next few years? "

And I would say, "hey guys, come on. Give me a break. Look where we were a few of years ago. I think we've done pretty well. Sorry, this quarter has been a difficult one. Things will get better by the next quarter, I'm taking steps to repair this situation. My advisors and I are working on it. Trust me." Little would they know I'm having mini panic attacks every other night, and shitting my pants, trying to find a solution.